Micofied

I know it’s not a good practice. But sometimes, it plain difficult to help your self. Even though you know there are other goo choices…you just fall in the most unthinkable manner. And most of the time the person you fall for are not because they’re not good, but actually they’re just not ready to be in love.

It’s really painful that I think I am beginning to become numb about love. Still, I want to believe in the magic. To continously fall and wish that someone will catch my heart. 

I am currently, having anxiety attacks. 

I don’t know when this thing started but this whole week is damn bad that I want to puke every time I wake up. 

It ‘s like I want to throw things, strangle people, and just plain shout at slightest provoke. SHIT SHIT SHIT>.

I am just getting tired of this fucking week. 

Let it end or else just let me die.

I just want to die.

Can’t you even hear my keyborad as a I type this fucked up entry?

It full of scum and shit.

God, Please let it end.

Last Sunday was a sunny day. And for some luck I was finallly able to cook the stuff that I’ve been dreaming about since I saw them in youtube added that our larder and fridge was packed with the stuff that I needed :). I tried making the Linguine in lemony egg sauce. It’s really superb!!!!! It’s a no fuss all glory dish. 

I got this recipe while watching one of Nigella Lawson’s video. The egg sauce is somewhat cooked by the heat of the  pasta. But don’t over do it or else you’ll be getting scrambled eggs. The recipe also called for the a linguine since it much wider than pasta so the cream will cling more to it instead of just oozing all over it. The zing of the dish comes from the lemon. I was also perplexed at it first but it really made a refreshing contrast with the velvety goodness of the cream and egg. And since it’s cooking, you just to balance everything and go with your batta bbing of the moment :)

1/2 kl of linguine 

6 yolks 

1/2 cup butter 

half a  tetra pack of cream 

one regular size lemon 

basil 

hard cheese (e.g. edam or cheddar)

1. In a pot, boil water then add salt. This is ensure that the water is realy boiling hot since adding salt before makes the water boil easily. Make the water really salty ( as Nigella quoted in her show which was really poetic).

2. In a mixing bowl, add the cream on the yolks then grate on it some cheese. Then add some of the lemon juice as based on your taste. Whisk it till homogenized.You no longer have to add salt. 

3. When the pasta is already aldente,  removed from the fire and strain the noodles. Then place a stick of butter to make the sauce adhere more on the pasta.

4. Slowly pour over half of the sauce over the warm pasta and incorporate it as you see fit.

5. In the serving dish, pour the other half, grate some cheese over it, and put some chopped fresh basil (or dried like what I did). 

Yes.

It’s my day.

And I am sooooo uber Happy!!!!

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